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Julie

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Offline for 93w 4d 21h 41m 29s
Deviant since Dec 30, 2004, 2:45 PM

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Playing the GameI liked you, my first boyfriend. You played with me, talked behind my back, and lied to my face.   I ended it soon as I knew,
but the wounds still show.
What do I need?  What do I want? What can really be?  Get back in the game? or stay back?  Chance it or play it safe? I'm so lost and confused.
I liked you so much. I didn't want it to end. As things went on they got better and better. I'll never forget my frist kiss, but I was too scared to stay.
What do I need?  What do I want? What can Playing the Game
in Open on 8/19/05

The Day My Dreams DiedThe Day My Dreams Died.
I remember it well, in the reflection of my mind.   The day those teens let the truth be known, my dreams died.
I rememver it clearly walking down the road with my friend, they stopped next to us and killed our dreams.
Explaining that we would amount to nothing, we realized they were right and gave up.
Those dreams I had, to become a teacher, a preacher, anything I wanted to be.
Those cruel ladies in a sweet car let us have it. They killed our dreams and watched them die. Sat back and laughed and d The Day My Dreams Died
in Open on 8/16/05

TiredI’m tired of sitting here and waiting on you, Tired of being you stupid fool.
I’m tired of giving everything I own, To end of being so alone.
I’m tired of giving you all I can, I’m tired of not taking a stand.
I’m so sick of you walking all over me, Telling me just how I should feel.
Telling me how my feelings are bullshit, I get upset too easily.
More than anything I am tired of not having someone who cares.   I am tired of trying to hard to end up falling short.
I’m tired of not being the one th Tired
in Open on 8/14/05

Drunkin MemoriesDespite the chill in the air Maddie sat on the trunk of her car in the back forty of her great grandfathers farm staring up at the stars. Lost deep in thought she took another swig of the Bacardi rum her sister had supplied her. With every drink came back more memories and with memories came regrets. When she had cracked open the bottle hours ago her first drink brought her back to when she first met Matt.
Maddie was chilling with her new found friends on the debate team, with a year of experience behind her she was now junior varsity and teaching the newbies how Drunkin Memories
in Life Stories on 7/6/05

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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 25, 2005, 11:10 PM

Sometimes I wonder what the point in caring is. Most of the time you get screwed over and hurt anyway. Maybe that is the wrong way to look at it, since the few times you don't get screwed over are rather nice, because someone caring back when they don't have to is a really good feeling, but then I wonder if it is worth it taking that chance. At the moment, I don't think it is. When those close to you hurt you over and over without notice, is it because you are too sensitive or because they are that thick headed?

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~poetika

Oct 16, 2005, 4:46:32 PM

hi!
random glomp

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~BlackMeowth

Jul 28, 2005, 7:03:40 AM

How Goes Thy Life Zamp ?

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~asylumprincess

Jan 14, 2005, 1:14:54 AM

Well, will look forward to your deviations

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~Zampar

Jan 13, 2005, 8:34:06 PM

You are welcome, and thank you for stoping by. Sorry about not having much up yet, I work alot.

~asylumprincess

Jan 12, 2005, 1:02:31 AM

Hello Julie!

Thanks so much for the

& a very warm welcome to DA

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~Zampar

Jan 9, 2005, 10:27:32 AM

Hello DA, yeah I created this like a week ago and figured I should atleast say hi.

Anyway, I have this creepy short movie clip in mind and I cant wait to start working on it. I have the script done, if any of you have read "Blood" that is what it is just adding actions and what not, and we should start filming ,maybe, on tuesday. We [my little crowd that is helping me] have some of the sites picked out, but others we still have to check out. Whether to film by a lake for then ending, or in an abandond barn, or in someones room with candle light infront of a mirror. What we do have for sure are the actors and the crew. I hope this works out.

Other than my creepy project I have just been doing that W word that we all hate, working. And going to school. Anyone else want to go to High school for me? Come on you would only have 5 months left??

Well I am off to go to work. Bye.

~Z

~Mystofeles

Jan 1, 2005, 9:42:12 PM

Ha, no prob. Glad to visit.

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~Zampar

Jan 1, 2005, 8:21:55 PM

*bows* I am cherry this month. But yes tis Pop tart. And thank you ^.^

~Mystofeles

Dec 31, 2004, 1:41:21 PM

POP-TART!? Welcome to DA!

Thanks for the fav.

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FOR SPARTA!!

~Zampar

Dec 31, 2004, 1:26:57 PM

^.^ Thank you Master. I just need to find some things I might toss up here, besides the horribly depressing stuff. Which reminds me I still need to rewrite the ending to deadly secrets just for you...

~ReapressOfDeath